Misery Loves Company

Perhaps the next time you want to make fun of me like this, you should
remember that my brother follows you on twitter. 

And here's an idea...If you really hate me this much, maybe you should stop creeping on my blog. 

We're not friends, so you don't have to keep tabs on me. I'm doing just fine with out you.

Oh, and remember how I decided to not be your friend anymore? This is exactly why. I don't know why you've chosen to hate me so much, but I refuse to let you bring me down. Go ahead and keep playing the victim. Keep telling our friends that you have no idea why I wrote you off
and I'll keep doing my thing. 

My last word of advice to you: If you are really this unhappy in your life, that you have to constantly judge what I am doing and try to bring me down, perhaps you should make a change. Or you can just keep stalking my blog and writing crap about me, it's actually quite flattering. 

A Ghost of My Past

sometimes in order to appreciate where you are now, you have to remember where you used to be.

I found this picture on ashlee's facebook the other day & just about died.

The one in the maroon sweater is from December.

The one in the scarf is from last week.

 I was so fat.

I have come so far and have worked incredibly hard.

Some days, it's harder than others. However, pictures like this one remind me why I work my butt off. I will never be like that again. EVER.

Sometimes, We Like to Walk

Sometimes Ann, Kristin, and I go for walks during lunch. 

We chat, laugh, and burn off a little stress.

The best part of our lunch walks? The clash of office wear & work out wear. 

Today, Kristin wins for best clash.

Please appreciate the large hill we hiked up & took this picture at. 

Stronger Every Day

Today I had the best work out I've had in forever.
I am sooo much stronger than I was back in december. I kicked butt and I am so happy about it!
Every day I am becoming better & it is a great feeling.

That is all. 

The Math

Me - 30 LBS = a much happier runner.







I can only imagine what I'll run like when I reach my UGW.
Life is great.

Afternoons

I came home from college today and decided to work out in my sports bra and listen to

madonna way too loudly.

I'm really cool these days.

Those Pants (Cameron Style)

See those pants that Cameron is sporting? Today he informed me that when he tried those pants on the other day they didn't fit. He is upset...Secretly, I am ecstatic.

The whole time he has been gone I have been wishing he would gain like 20 or 30 pounds. He could use it :)

Looks like things are going my way.

Lovin this healthy thing

We made a healthy version of pf chang's lettuce wraps. They were beyond awesome :) Thank you pintrest!

Those Pants

Those pants that I bought a year ago after I had lost a bunch of weight...The ones that I wore all the time because I liked the way my butt looked in them. The ones that started tragically shrinking. The ones that didn't fit after graduation and through the summer...and through the fall. Those pants.

I wore them yesterday. And friday. and let's be honest, i'll be wearing them throughout this week. I like this whole "losing weight" thing.

That Moment...

That moment when your promise ring falls off your finger. That moment of shear panic.

It won't stay on my finger these days

...guess I'm going the thumb route. 

Kitchen Loser

  I'm working on losing a lot of weight...My mom and I have been finding healthy recipes and have been having lots of fun in the kitchen. Tonight we made Chicken Paremsan with whole grain noodles. It was excellent! Eat right, eat little, and work out like none other. It's working and I can't wait to reach my goal.

Good Morning

Nothing says good morning like an hour and fifteen minutes of P90X.
I may die from being so sore, but that means it's working.

And I love it.

Resolutions

go ahead and judge me all you want.

this is something I have to do.

for me.

next time I am on a beach...I will be wearing a little number similar to this.

as for now...I will be sweating, dieting, and drinking more water than I should.

this is going to happen.

ten.

ten..........ten months to go.

happy 14th today! 14 months since cameron left. and, even better....10 until he comes home.

next month is single digits baby.

we're looking good.

i'm thinking it's about time to crack down on the acne and diet. i've got ten months to be hot. LGN diet...here I come. after the holidays ofcourse ;) 

oh ya...and hopefully these next ten months FLY...because my cat and i are becoming too close for comfort.

truly.

oh ya, again...welcome back the orange hair. i'm not sure for how long, but as of now...i'm a ginger again.